We seek answers to everything in our life, in particular whenever things go wrong. What did we do wrong, could the situation have been handled differently, what happened and why did it happen?
After the loss of our sons I have consistently sought answers to my questions. Yesterday I got some answers. They have determined why I go into preterm labour - infection. The most common cause of pregnancy loss.
I thought that having answers would make a difference, in some way help to close that door in my life. (Not that I would ever get over the loss of my sons, only get through it) Instead having answers has left me with more questions and currently no solution.